TV Show "Satisfaction"

"Satisfaction" may be a good show overall but I don't plan to watch it.  I realize now that I will only be drawn to it.  I would like to watch a tv show or a movie but I tend to get nervous watching them. It wasn't always this way.  It was as if I had a normal life when it didn't seem to bother me.  However television and entertainment in general are now becoming obsessive thoughts.  Maybe I have to determine if I am just not interested or if it is bothersome.  It could also be that it is bothersome because I am bored by it.  I just wish that I didn't have those views that are so wrong and are seemingly so strong.