What am I afraid of? I am afraid of fictional characters who cheat. I am afraid of a woman getting caught in the act. I don't know why I feel this way. I don't understand why I am so afraid. I don't know why I have these thoughts about infidelity, even fictional characters. I didn't always have those thoughts. Right now, I am doing fine. I guess it is because I am afraid. I often hallucinate about my greatest fear, which is being bitten or being crawled on. I am afraid of even writing what I am afraid of. I am afraid of even the smallest one. I hate being so afraid because of the fear. How do I overcome that particular fear? How do I avoid them? Why am I so afraid? There are questions that I have about them? I wonder if there is an unfounded fear. I am afraid that they will crawl on me. I see the evidence there which means it was there. It has nothing to do with infidelity. I will try to overcome them. I will try to overcome the infidelity thoughts. I am just afraid. I have been in fear ever since I was a child. I am saddened that I have this fear. I look around and I see them, even if there is no evidence that they would exist. I cannot take these hallucinations anymore. I am afraid to go to areas where they may be at. I isn't paralyzing but I am glad I have a cat in this situation even if he spends most of his time asleep.