Rough night

I had a rough night.  I wish that I am okay but I also wish that I could separate myself from the crush I had with another guy.  I have thoughts about divorce and losing another person.  I am here to say that though I thought I was feeling better, I had thoughts that were bothersome.  I mulled over them this morning.  It is about time that I fight and just let the thoughts pass.  That is something that I have to remind myself of.