Monday, March 16, 2015
Choosing or making a plan not to feed the thoughts is quite difficult. Trying to do so cold turkey seems almost impossible. I have tried but failed. The best I can do is to embrace whatever thoughts I have had. The thoughts are waning, but I still have them. My guess is that I will always have OCD. I still have concerns about the state of whether or not I am saved or I am lost. I have made some good choices and I have made some bad choices. The compulsions feed my obsessions but even those have waned a little bit. I guess I will always wonder about that,too.