I wish I could be uncertain and remain that way. crazy enough, even the research doesn't seem to annoy me, though maybe i shouldn't do it.
i guess the thoughts have overall lessened.
Tuesday however the show airs about a woman who has an affair and now her husband finds out.
i did watch some clips and now they don't bother me.
the truth is, i no longer have any interest since it is only a soap
i won't even try to reason it out.
reasoning it out and explaining it only makes things worse..besides i have distracted myself
though i do not watch tv most of the day
i just hope i never have an obsessive thought about infidelity again!
i also hope that fiction stays fictional
i had sleep disturbances but not anymore.