Right now, I am not having any doubts that I can lose weight and I can overcome these thoughts that I can't or have any other bothersome obsessive thought for that matter. The problem with me is I never put forth the effort or at least struggle to put forth the effort to follow my own advice. Sometimes I forget what to do or I just forget what to write. I also have issues with concentration and focus. Interestingly enough, I focus on the wrong things such as what I get obsessed with at the moment, not always "realizing" that it is just fiction, like a movie for example. I often get afraid of even the smallest things at even the smallest moments. I like to watch things that are clean and wholesome. Curse words bother me and now I am questioning myself about action films. Should I watch them? I feel that God is changing me little by little by little each day. I guess what I am trying to say is that I am being renewed. I guess that is what that means.
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