Sunday, January 10, 2016

Famous actor's son

He was the son of a famous actor.  He, the son of said famous actor,  was a handsome man who was sweet and sensitive.  I have been afraid to write or even say his name for fear of either being thought of as crazy or not to be taken seriously.  I did open up and that may help me.  On the other hand, it might not.  It might have made things worse.  So far, I have been shy about what to say or what to do.  I still question if this is what I should do.  The last person online I mentioned my crush to hasn't corresponded with me since.  What were to happen if I were to send the person the private message and they either didn't or wouldn't respond?  What if they decide to think I was crazy and didn't wish to respond?  I now wonder that even if I were to verbalize it, I should have been so trustworthy.  On the other hand, not keeping this so secret may be of help to me and thus I would have to risk the ridicule and the possible negative feedback.  I want to get better and I want to be made whole.

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