He was the son of a famous actor. He, the son of said famous actor, was a handsome man who was sweet and sensitive. I have been afraid to write or even say his name for fear of either being thought of as crazy or not to be taken seriously. I did open up and that may help me. On the other hand, it might not. It might have made things worse. So far, I have been shy about what to say or what to do. I still question if this is what I should do. The last person online I mentioned my crush to hasn't corresponded with me since. What were to happen if I were to send the person the private message and they either didn't or wouldn't respond? What if they decide to think I was crazy and didn't wish to respond? I now wonder that even if I were to verbalize it, I should have been so trustworthy. On the other hand, not keeping this so secret may be of help to me and thus I would have to risk the ridicule and the possible negative feedback. I want to get better and I want to be made whole.
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