Saturday, January 30, 2016

Clearer mind

My mind has become so much clearer now.  I had a crush or obsession over famous celebrities living or dead.  Sage Stallone, who was the one I was afraid of telling about was the one I was obsessed with.  I spent a lot time obsessing over him.  He was handsome and a good actor.  Sadly he passed away nearly four years ago.  I will never get to meet Sage.  I have no idea if I were meeting a nice person or if he were a jerk.  I am glad to be writing this because I feel so free.  My minded tended to loop.  I realize now that I can accept the fact that I have a crush on him.  I wonder if I were crazy for having a crush on a man who has passed away.  What is so sobering is that I have seen pictures of his grave.  It is sobering and sad to watch.  He had very sad eyes which was quite telling.  I couldn't help but feel sorry for him.  Sadly, he is gone.

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