Monday, July 27, 2015
Wishing and thinking
I sometimes wish that I had obsessive thoughts about something else. Having obsessive thoughts about what I have are mentally "painful". Not only is it anxiety-producing, but it can also take one places where the mind does not want to go. I have had that happen a lot. In fact, though it has been a while since I had these thoughts, I am even more thankful that they just come and go. Maybe it is the racing thoughts. Maybe it is something else. But whatever it is, I am glad that it is brief. However, I feel like mind is playing tricks on me. That has happened a lot, no matter the subject, whether it is infidelity or religion.