Thursday, July 23, 2015
Walking on eggshells with relatives
How am I doing? I am feeling so much better today. However, I am still struggling with something going on in the house. I am scared of what my family members in the house are going to do to me. I am getting tired of them. I have toxic relatives who are driving me to walk on eggshells every time I walk in the house. They make my anxiety worse and I have no idea how to cope and be more productive. I also need to be more assertive. I have had obsessive thoughts that were vile and just plain nasty. I know that they are never going to happen, but the thought of them grossed me out. I just put them aside. They have been nosy and at times rude. Things have changed and not for the better. I have gotten too used to it, but I want it to end.