Saturday, July 18, 2015


I don't doubt that I am saved.  I am glad.  My hope is that it stays that way. I go to some websites as a compulsion.  I am beginning to hate the compulsions but to a point.  It does answer my questions that I so seek.  However, how do I know if they are telling me the entire truth?  I have been spending a lot of my day and night doing research assurance on things such as cheating and entertainment.  It seems so silly to others. However, it isn't so silly to me.  Maybe I need to realize that it is a struggle.  I also have to quit this cold turkey but that is not going to work.  However, if I can come so far with dealing with the thoughts, then I realize that I can do this.

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