Compulsions

Clarity is the word I would use to describe my frame of mind.  Right now, I am doing well.  However, I am not 100%.  For me, being 100% means that I would be free of not just the thoughts but the compulsions. I have grown tired of the compulsions, but they are a major struggle to overcome.  I wish that I could just quit cold turkey but as it seems, I can not. I wish I could just stop them, but I just don't know how.  They just give me a sense of certainly in a world where uncertainties are almost prevalent. I don't obsess over them like I once did but I just wish that overcoming them would be so much easier.