Monday, July 20, 2015
I wish that I would get over this whole obsession compulsion things. For a minute there, I thought that encouraging people would be the answer. I had anxiety concerning the Bachelorette. I have no idea what is going to happen. The problem is, I never planned to have anymore anxiety today about a show that I don't like. I don't wish to convince myself about what this particular show. I think that the Bachelor is staged, if not fake. Trust me, I know about staged entertainment. I am a pro wrestling fan. Strangely enough, I even had obsessive thoughts about it, the Rock and Goldberg in particular. I felt so alone at times. I also realize that this too shall pass and it did. I have accepted that pro wrestling will always be a part of my life. Now how do I accept this?