I am scared that I will end up turning into the person of the past. I was lazy and unmotivated. I have finally realized that I need to keep things simple. Everything I seem to do seems to turn into a complication. This is even true when it comes to boiling an egg. It is not that I am inept, but it is as if my thinking is too "complicated" to do some simple things. I wish I knew what else is wrong with me.