Thursday, July 16, 2015
I really am..
I have realized that with OCD, if you can't beat them, join them. It is like a reverse psychology one places on the thoughts. For instance, there are celebrities that I have no issue with, but others do. I won't name them, but all I know is that they are not the most popular. I really let it out. I finally said that I don't like this person. In fact, I hate this person. In reality, I don't mean it, but I realize that the thoughts tell me to hate this person because others hate this person, too. No matter what wrong someone has done, I have decided to hold it against said person or people. Sometimes what they said or did was egregious in my opinion, but I try not to care, nor do I hate that person in reality. Strangely enough, it is my way of reacting to the thoughts. It is crazy but it works. I finally to let those feelings out.