Tuesday, September 29, 2015

Realizations and "Sunday Morning Rapture"

"Sunday Morning Rapture" is a film that I would recommend.  I thought about that film.  It did have an effect on me.  It was a profound effect.  I refuse to give myself all credit, but this morning, I have come to realize that I take way too much stock in what I watch, what I eat, or how I should feel.  They are important, but there are things that are more important and matters that are more weightier.  I have come to see that there are people who do wrong or bad things, but that does not mean that they are unforgivable or what they did cannot be forgiven.  I need to keep that in mind when another thought comes along.  I have spent so long being afraid.  I don't always see that we are all being watched.  With God, we have no privacy.  It is as if He is looking at us through a lens, His lens.  I have to also keep in mind that this world is temporary and that we all will be judged, as I am also not immune.  I know OCD is a condition but I still have to take responsibility for how I live my life.  I don't want to be afraid or anxious or shy anymore.  I want to change and go outside. I want to do new things and meet new people.  I have been cooped up for too long.

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