I feel so alone. I binge not because of loneliness, but because of anxiety and because I just love food. The truth is, I do have an anxiety issue and I do have a binge issue. I am just tired. I realize that this is not an ocd musing, but I feel like I have to talk about this. I need help and I have gained weight as a result. I wish that losing weight was easier for me. I feel like I will never lose it. I have all begun but to give up. I don't want to, but as a diabetic I cannot afford to.