Thursday, December 24, 2015

Questions about and learning about my obsessive thoughts

I have learned that keeping busy is something that can be helpful when it comes to having obsessive thoughts.  It has been 9 years since I had those thoughts about infidelity and the consequences of infidelity.  I need to see that both men and women, gay and straight, cheat.  I need to see that.  How come?  How come I can see that?  Why can't the thoughts mesh with reality?  I want to see things from all points of view.  Jesus told the adulterous woman to go and sin no more.  I recall that I had thoughts about infidelity.  It was just random thoughts about infidelity mainly committed by women. All I know is that I will never truly know how something becomes so twisted. That is just how I feel about having obsessive thoughts.  Over the years, I have become more anxious and even isolated in some cases.  I do need a life of my own, especially a social life.  I realize that learning to deal with people and being friends (or not friends) with them will take time.  However, it is so much better than dealing with what I am dealing with right now.

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