Today, I finally realize that it is okay to feel "dirty" about certain things. I guess it would mean that it is best to feel guilty in a way. Today, that was how I felt when watching clips of some movies. I know that those types of movies do not honor God. Many of them are demeaning so they do not honor me either. I would not think that they would bother me but it makes no sense, other than finances, why a person would create such a film unless it is to just get a reaction or tell a story. Well, some stories are better left untold. The content of some movies are quite bothersome, such as a relationship falling apart, rape, gratuitous violence and sex, and a lot of cursing. I know that bad things happen in the real world and I find myself sheltered, but I can watch another movie or change the channel. With the real world, however, that is much harder, if not, impossible to do. As much as I am stuck in a "fantasy world", it is so sad at times that I would find greater comfort in this cruel real world than I would have in the world which I have created.