I miss being bored. I have a hard time living in freedom. I don't want the thoughts mind you. I just don't know what to do with myself. I guess my biggest fear is that they would come back after Christmas, or after New Years. I don't want for that to happen. Right now, my thoughts are either manageable or non-existent. I hate that they are manageable, but I guess I have to get over that. I am still inspired by the woman with the issue of blood. I believe Jesus heals and I still believe that He will heal me someday. I just praise the Lord that I am alive.