Sadly, these have been a story of my life. Judging from my blog posts, that seems to be a lot of what I was talking about. Mentally I am doing better than I have felt in a while now. That is only because I realize that in order to win there are times when one has to learn how to pick their battles. Fighting can be a losing battle but all challenges can be overcome. I have been left with confusion, anxiety, and worse health than I have ever imagined. I have been stressed out. I have grown tired. I am not tired now but I have been there for too long. It is stressful with dealing with anxiety, fair health, and looping thoughts, I felt trapped. It is rough having a misunderstood condition that I have to constantly live with everyday. Having this disorder and being bipolar with hormonal issues can cause quite a few problems for oneself if not checked. Well it has been checked and because of that, I will end up being better in the end. In the meantime, I am just glad that I don't have to worry about wondering why I always felt like the hamster spinning in a wheel.