I confess. I feel like just going back to my old ways. I am tempted to live out my old ways. I can live a new way. My thoughts have improved greatly. I realize that I can do it. Life is too short to stay the same way that I at least, often write about what I haven't done. I have been listening to this guy who has said that the first month is hard. I have come a long way. Being free is great! However, I still have to deal with triggers, which can be quite scary at times. Building up confidence will take quite a while, but I know that I can do this. I no longer feel like I wish to quit or to give up. I am tired, but I need to rest. I guess a little rest would not hurt. That little bit of rest may be what I need to fuel me. I needed the fuel.