I am looking forward to losing more and more weight. I am not obsessed by my weight. I should based on how much I want to lose. The truth is, I want to lose more than half of my body weight. I look forward to exercising because my mind is in it. I am motivated to lose weight. I have never been happier. I realize that being overwhelmed to lose weight was an easy thing, but that is why did I wait so long to actually carry it out? Things were so bad that I had to close my exercise blog. That was messed up.