Thursday, June 25, 2015
I have been taunted and teased. I have been laughed at and made fun of. I leave that behind and got over it. If only my thoughts tell me to not just get over it. In fact, I have allowed them to keep me stuck in the past. I am surprised that I am not bitter. The thoughts seem more real than they already were. Some things just don't leave a person like that. One has to work on things. I have learned much from having OCD. It has helped me become a much stronger and wiser person. Other than that, having OCD can just suck the life out of a person. It is like a bully and it is a constant fight each and every day. Some days are just worse than others. Things have become more manageable, but it hasn't always been easy. I have largely moved on, but unlike reality, I just hope that I will remain stuck in the past.