Reflecting on what has happened since my confession
Yesterday I thought I was being honest. The truth is, I was being honest. It was also a day of awakening. I can reflect back on those times when I had no thoughts which are rare. I can also reflect on thoughts when they scare me, which is a lot. The compulsions no longer bother me. The obsessive thoughts seem to come and go. I have finally realized that it depends on how I react to them. Accepting them has been difficult. Maybe that it was this was about.