I will be fine..

OCD can be demoralizing.  However, because of the "freedom" that I have, the compulsions no longer bother me as much.  It is a good thing to not let the thoughts bother me.  I hope that the compulsions go away.  Maybe they will one day.  I still look up information but the compulsions aren't too bad.  I am glad that the compulsions hopefully will go away.