Monday, April 13, 2015

Confessions about giving in to compulsions

I confess. Looking up stuff is temporary pleasure.  It gives me something to do, ironically.  I know I should not feel this way, but that is a case of me being honest.  I also realize that if I were have a bothersome thought then the compulsions would help me in a strange way.  I do however question if I will ever know the answers.  I keep telling myself that it does not matter, but the issues do matter.  I am not that proud of it but that is the way I tend to live out my days.

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