I have prayed to be healed of OCD. It has been 8 years since the obsessive thoughts first arrived. While things have improved, it has been frustrating. I am still having thoughts about infidelity. The only thing that I am afraid of is the fact that there will be another sudden thought that will "inflict" me or keep me from being "free". I feel freer than I have been in a long time. I don't desire to manage the thoughts and compulsions. I wish to be healed. It has been a long time.