Friday, April 17, 2015
I can deal with OCD better
I have chosen not to allow the anxiety to take over. I have also chosen to embrace the OCD, which has been a hard thing to do. I feel so much better. It can be anxiety-ridden ironically but letting the thoughts pass is the answer. I have had thoughts about crushes on dead guys, infidelity, and babies being stolen or mothers losing their babies. It is sad yet strange. Sometimes I feel like I have the weight of the world on my shoulders. I prayed this morning. I prayed for God to help me to do what is hard, at least for me. Letting go of anxious thoughts is hard. I hope to continue this for me so I remain hopeful. I have had ocd for years now. Now I wonder now how to distract myself. My mind is clearer and I feel so much better. However I have a long way to go. Please pray for me that I would receive great encouragement and that I would deal with anxiety.