Wondernment

I wonder if I will ever be free 100% of those thoughts.  I also wonder if I can have obsessive thoughts about a part of who I am.  I was thinking about this yesterday when referring to my weight.  I just have questions about this.  It isn't a sexual or moral issue.  Maybe it is.  But what do I know?  I am only and OCD sufferer. I have to realize that fiction is fiction and reality is reality.  I have learned to embrace things more and more.  I am of the school of letting things go.  I am also of the school of not allowing myself to be so concerned with the "little" things in life that I am now giving myself and my mind room to concentrate on the "larger" issues. That is what is more encouraging than anything.