Friday, May 8, 2015
I wonder if I will ever be free 100% of those thoughts. I also wonder if I can have obsessive thoughts about a part of who I am. I was thinking about this yesterday when referring to my weight. I just have questions about this. It isn't a sexual or moral issue. Maybe it is. But what do I know? I am only and OCD sufferer. I have to realize that fiction is fiction and reality is reality. I have learned to embrace things more and more. I am of the school of letting things go. I am also of the school of not allowing myself to be so concerned with the "little" things in life that I am now giving myself and my mind room to concentrate on the "larger" issues. That is what is more encouraging than anything.