Saturday, May 30, 2015

Time to say goodbye

This is Korean pop star Ailee.  The truth is, I have never heard of her until now.  Her song "Goodbye my Love" is quite beautiful.  It speaks to the part of me that has romanticized my crush, which has become an obsession.  It is so sad that I feel this way about someone who has since departed.  I didn't know much about him except that he was an actor.  He was and became so much more to me.  He is long gone now, and I hope that he is now in a better place.  It is time that I have to accept that I will never get to meet him. He is gone and I have to say goodbye to him.  My memories of him have become all too real.  I don't wish for him to be a distant memory, but he has to be.  I will accept that my obsession with him will pass only for me to live another day.  I wonder about his soul and where he is now.  Is he resting in peace or is he suffering?  It is time to let him go.  May he rest in peace.

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