I have finally begun to make some progress. However, I realize that I have a long way to go in that. I am in need of help. I realize that I would like to go places. My social life consist of well, not much. I hate to see my future. I hope that I will not be a spinster with a cat. I one day would like to be a wife and mother. Life is too short for not living life and having some fun at least. I miss having this kind of life. I would like to do more for me. I have had plans, but I never had any idea how to carry them out. It is time for me to change things, but most of all, it is time to change myself.