I have grown tired of being and having been obsession. I seem to get anxious about the smallest topics such as television. Avoidance has been a big issue of mine I need to finally break the OCD cycle. Maybe I wish too much. I sometimes don't know what to do when it comes to breaking the cycle. None of my thoughts, at least those thoughts have been pleasing to the Lord. I am doing better, which is good. However, I still have the belief that I will never truly get better and overcome the compulsions that the thoughts comes with. I am feeling better. I am feeling so much better. However, I still feel like thoughts thoughts will never go away. I have no idea why I get bothered by fiction. Maybe I know the answer and have known the answer for a long time now.