There are times when you want to fights. However, there are other times where a thought is about to be let go. Personally, the best fight is no fighting at all, especially when it comes to obsessive thoughts. I often have thoughts about fictional characters. Last night, I was watching a rather strange film about a woman who ends up losing it. It is a shame since her husband has died towards the end of it. I allowed myself to feel the anxiety. It was okay. Right now, I am anxious typing this. I would like for the anxiety to pass due to what I am writing right now. Actually I am pretty anxious right now. I realize that the imagery is scarier to me compared to the actual thought. I wish the whole disorder would just pass.