Monday, June 27, 2016

The nature of my past and present OCD thoughts

I remember when I was obsessed with professional wrestling.  It was quite frustrating to say the least. It was like a movie that played over and over and over again.  It wasn't the kind of movie that I wanted to see.  Obsessive thoughts can be and at times are scary.  I realize that while there is really nothing to fear, it is hard to be convincing otherwise.  If I can overcome my pro-wrestling obsession, then I can overcome my other obsessions, such as infidelity.  I cannot write out my thoughts, which would cause me even more fears.  Everything is a trigger.  Therefore, everything is an obsession. However, the obsessions, though not even the fears are the worst thing about OCD.  Breaking the cycle is the worst thing about having OCD.  I have learned that no amount of writing and being specific has cured the OCD.  So, what will?

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