I have wondered if it is in the cards for me to embrace having this disorder. I have had to deal with this issue for many years now and that has been the biggest struggle of them all. I have never been able to do so for the simple fact that I just hate having OCD and all that it comes with. OCD comes with a lot of baggage and it has caused me a lot of stress over the years. I guess with acceptance comes patience. I want to get rid of it once and for all. However, I must not forget that I do live on the Lord's timing.