"Hella Good" by No Doubt
I have a tendency to play a song for a while. Sometimes I promise myself that I will play something else only to play the same song over and over again. I wonder if that is obsessive or just normal. Anyways, this is one of many songs that I love listening to that keeps me mindful. I need to be more conscious of my surroundings. I know that my thoughts are not based on my reality, but they are real. They seem real at the time because they exist. I will always have thoughts and I have to accept the fact that I may always have these thoughts as scary as that may sound. I don't like it, but I have to learn to deal with it. If I could get over many obsessions that I have had then I could deal with this large topic of infidelity. It is as if I have allowed it to get bigger and bigger and more complicated. However, having OCD has taught me to appreciate God and myself. I have become a stronger person as a result. I never thought that would happen. I believe that honesty is truly the best policy. I have come to realize that being honest is a whole lot better than living in deception. I am feeling so much better now.