I wasn't so sure what I was going to write about today. Every prayer that I have prayed has an answer. I prayed about my life, including fictional characters. My prayer is that I didn't ask amiss. I often write about my health and my prayer. I am tired of the struggle to lose weight. I feel that today is a time to be healthy and made whole. I love fried foods like many people, but I have wondered if it is a good or bad idea to cut out completely fried foods. I do not eat a healthy diet, but I would like to change my diet. I have gained weight instead of losing weight. I have and still am, tired of the struggle. I am sure if I have been obsessed with my weight, but so I have to pray about and deal with my obsessions. I feel like my life is filled with obsessive patterns. Including my weight and lack of activity, I have a desire to change. What am I waiting for?