I have put others ahead of God to the detriment of my mental health. I didn't realize until today how much God understands what I am going through. I have had this specific issue for the past decade now. It is time I need to do more for myself. I realize that the world physically is a large place, but it is still growing smaller each and every day. I still get shy even online. My goal is to overcome being an introvert myself and step out in faith. I need to be bold and brave. My goal is to go ahead out there and do and say what God says I should do. I am thankful that I am alive and so far well. I will be okay, so right now, that is how I am feeling.