I realize that prayer has not only changed things, but have also changed me. I have made progress, but it still at times an uphill battle. I realize that looking back at my life has provided some peace and some sadness and regret. I have yet to make any plans for myself. If I wish for things to change and if I wish to make even more progress, then I realize that have to take action. The truth is, I have not taken action in the past. I have often waited for others to do such and now it seems it has been to my detriment. It is time for me to grow up and act my age. I am still young, but I am fully an adult. This is the time in my life where I have learned to appreciate life and to look forward to days to come. I think it will be okay.