I am mentally okay. I finally realized that caring what others think has been detrimental in every area of my life. I am so relieved and set free from caring what others believe about me. It isn't just a message about self esteem. It is about loving one self. It is also about self respect. I believe that when a person spends his or her life trying to please other people, then they begin to lose a sense of self. I finally realized that for the first time, I am worth it. I am worthy and I respect myself. That isn't just a good feeling. It is also spiritually and emotionally free. I love this sense of freedom. I have been saved not only from sin (though saying we have no sin in us is a lie) but also from doubt, fear, anxiety, and being scared. It would have also a negative effect on my reaching out to others due to the doubt and the guilt. I cannot create any videos and witness to others about the Lord whenever I partake in sin that I have not repented of. That in my opinion was why I have spent my life worrying so much about food, weight, and just worrying period. I have struggled for years, and it has been a stronghold. Finally, I feel a huge weight lifted off of me.