Friday, March 24, 2017

Being consistent and accepting

I have always been trying to do well, but the problem is, I give up too easily.  I have the problems of a lack of consistency and patience.  It can go a long way when it comes to my mind.  I suffer not only from anxiety, but also from bipolar disorder.  I have been diagnosed decades ago and I have learned to handle being mentally ill.  Mentally ill is something that was for a lack of better terms because I have anxiety and have dealt with the issues that come with those disorders.  Come to think of it, how do I learn to be consistent and strong enough to overcome what I need to overcome?

I have overcome one crush after another.  Sadly, when a person thinks they love that person, it is not always love, it is a crush.  One thinks they love someone, but how is it that a person that one has a crush on wishes to fantasize about that particular person?  My answer is to accept it.  I won't fight it. I just accept it.  I will never know him.  I fantasize about him, but I will never get to know him.,  I may get giddy, but realistically, it is best to talk to him or her and see them for who they truly are.  That is why it is hard for me to convince myself of that, but I finally realize that I should be and am in control, or at least I need to be.  Life is too short to be stressed out.

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