Right now, I feel like distraction is a good, (or safe) way of dealing with having obsessive thoughts. Yesterday, I wrote about the FLOAT method in which I could be consistent with "fighting", but fighting is not a great word as fighting has not always been helpful. I have also learned that avoidance is not so great idea as it can limit one's "world". I don't get to enjoy myself like I once did. I miss those days. I would like to go back. Over the years, I have been under a lot of stress. I would like to do more than just deal with it. I want to do more than overcome. I want to thrive. I want to win. I will not let obsessive thoughts destroy me or create more guilt and heartache.