I realize that prayer does not save. Only Jesus does. If I can see that in terms of having obsessive thoughts, then I can see that I am caught up in too much fiction. I don't care for too much fictional stuff anymore. I have avoided most fictional material, not because of my beliefs, but because of the OCD. I am afraid that I will see or mention a word or two about others cheating or who have cheated in the past. I wish I could just "get over it". I have been having trouble in my head that fiction is just that, fiction. I cannot convince myself that truth. How I can "see" that, I realize that it will take a while. I want to improve and that is what is most important.