Waning thoughts

Choosing or making a plan not to feed the thoughts is quite difficult.  Trying to do so cold turkey seems almost impossible.  I have tried but failed.  The best I can do is to embrace whatever thoughts I have had.  The thoughts are waning, but I still have them.  My guess is that I will always have OCD. I still have concerns about the state of whether or not I am saved or I am lost.  I have made some good choices and I have made some bad choices.  The compulsions feed my obsessions but even those have waned a little bit.  I guess I will always wonder about that,too.