How I should be spending my time

Taking a few steps back and seeing what is truly real has been of great help to me.  The images in themselves are based on sinful activity.  They are of lust and fear.  I have no reason to fear lust and infidelity, not even if it is in my face.  I realize that I do spend too much time being busy and not enough time being religious.  I realize that I don't have to keep myself so busy.  All I have to do is to spend time changing the channel to the Lord.  The Lord keeps me busy in prayer and in Bible reading.  I wished I had realized that earlier.  Sadly, I cannot change what happened in the past. After all, the Bible does say be anxious for nothing.