Reflecting on what has happened since my confession

Yesterday I thought I was being honest.  The truth is, I was being honest.  It was also a day of awakening. I can reflect back on those times when I had no thoughts which are rare.  I can also reflect on thoughts when they scare me, which is a lot.  The compulsions no longer bother me.  The obsessive thoughts seem to come and go.  I have finally realized that it depends on how I react to them.  Accepting them has been difficult. Maybe that it was this was about.