I feel free today.

I am feeling so much better.  I haven't had any thoughts about infidelity in the past day or so.  I cannot believe that I am finally free of this.  I guess God and a good cry are so helpful to getting rid of obsessive thoughts.  So far, I no longer have fears about infidelity.  I just feel like those thoughts are things of the past.  However, this freedom has me worried.  What if?  What if the thoughts come back?  They arrive all of a sudden.  That is what worries me.  Should I be worried?