I really am..

I have realized that with OCD, if you can't beat them, join them.  It is like a reverse psychology one places on the thoughts.  For instance, there are celebrities that I have no issue with, but others do.  I won't name them, but all I know is that they are not the most popular.  I really let it out.  I finally said that I don't like this person.  In fact, I hate this person.  In reality, I don't mean it, but I realize that the thoughts tell me to hate this person because others hate this person, too.  No matter what wrong someone has done, I have decided to hold it against said person or people.  Sometimes what they said or did was egregious in my opinion, but I try not to care, nor do I hate that person in reality.  Strangely enough, it is my way of reacting to the thoughts.  It is crazy but it works.  I finally to let those feelings out.