Learning and Knowing

I realized that learning is something that has its ups and down.  It has been said that the more one learns the less they learn.  I can attest to that.  I had so much information at my disposal, yet it was as if I had so little time to gain wisdom and knowledge.  It was the same thing with the obsessive thoughts.  Sometimes it is like I was doing the same thing over and over again.  It has also been said that insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results.  It may not have been worded exactly that way but whatever is the case, having ocd is somewhat like that.  I am not insane but sometimes I feel that way. Having obsessive thoughts can question one's sanity.  I believe that that is why compulsions.  Compulsions are a temporary blessing, yet they are a curse.  Today is not the best day of musing but I believe that hope that I communicated the right message.